Learning to Trust God

 Hello Hi Everyone, welcome back to my blog... thank you so much for returning....💟💟

 I got so much good feedback from my previous post and  one of my readers asked me a very good and intriguing question.... 

Here it is:👉

Well, I don't remember having any  type of blame towards God , however I did feel sad at times. It isn't the easiest thing to go through, it affected me psychologically with the thought that I don't look the same anymore, my smile isn't the same, I have scars on me now, my jaw always look swollen. 😞 However,

With all this thoughts and changes, I was very fortunate to have had a spiritual support group, that would pray for me and pray with me, and that soothed my heart. My uncle kept asking me through all the things, that when I do question God or if I do question God, my question should be " If not me, who then?" By this he meant; when you do not want something bad o happen to you, you point fingers to someone else, so who then would you want to go through what God gave you to go through? Who do you feel deserves it better than you? No one right? Because it is so difficult to choose somebody else to go through something as bad as that. 

So, in the end, without blaming, without questioning, I have understood that this is for me, the difficult journey, the change of body, everything was meant for me. And after accepting that, here was no greater way I could accept myself to. This journey is called: Learning to trust God through the process, in fact through everything because where He leads, He guides. And He has never broken that promise, so why doubt him, why question him? Maybe this journey was meant for me to give hope, or maybe even trust him more, maybe to not also lean on my own understanding, to learn that I have a God, to learn that I have a Father, that loves me more than I could ever imagine, and that has good plans for me, Jeremiah 29:11.

Micah 7:8, For though I fall, I will raise again, though I sit in the darkness, the Lord will be my light. 

I got myself this cover as a reminder.😍

So, if not you, who then.....?

With Love

Etuna👄